Tuesday, April 16th: 7:47 p.m.

Sitting inside the Warm Puppy, listening to the sharks-kings game while watching the newman varsity team practice.

BOLD MOMENT OF THE DAY

It may not seem like THAT big of a deal, but I wore shorts today. And I wasn't self-conscious about how I looked or how my legs looked. That was brave of me. I also sat with my friend Anne during my sociology lecture, which is different for me, since I usually sit alone in the back of the auditorium.. by myself. So, hey, being more social and making more of an effort to be friends with the people who at least consider me a friend. I think that is a good thing.
Also went out on a limb and accepted Kyle's offer to sleep over at his place tonight. HIS place. I haven't slept over there before, and (for some reason) I am very nervous about it because I have not seen him for quite a while.. and that bothers me for some stupid reason. I started to tell him no, that I wouldn't be coming over, but then I told myself "what do I have to lose?" and decided that I would go and have fun. I don't do that often, and I need to have fun sometimes. It's good for you, right? I'm looking at it as a step toward not being such a coward and not being such a flake.

LESSON OF THE DAY - be more social and don't be such a flake on people who actually care about you.

Day 1: Let's DO THIS.

Tuesday, April 16th, 3:00 p.m.

Today is day one of doing at least one thing outside of my comfort zone every day for.. as long as humanly possible. And I don't mean something stupid or foolish either. I'm keeping my head up and dignity too, thank you very much. I am throwing away my shyness and putting myself out there for good things to happen. I'm going to be courageous and get'r done bitches! I just feel like I am too comfortable in my own shell still, and I am missing out on what it is like to be young, wild, and free. I'm doing it tonight, and tomorrow, and the next day, and I am blogging my adventures for my own memory so in many years, I can look back and say, "damn, that girl had guts." 

Peace out ladies, I'm on my way.